It’s crazy how life
turns out. Back in April 2010, I was still in college and dreaming about hiking
the Appalachian Trail and trying to squelch my longings for Africa. I just
happened to mention my plans for adventure too my brother who had recently
purchased a VW Bus and was about to be a hippy in L.A. I was thinking I would
work a bit, then go to Europe, hop some trains, backpack around and then come
back to do the ultimate backpack trip and hike the trail. Clay said if I
switched things around and started the trail in 2011 that he would go with me.
“Really Clay? You are serious? Because I am serious about this? If you really
will do it then I’ll see what I can do about moving my classes around so that
we can do this.” “Yes Vickie I am serious, if you can make it happen in 2011
then I have always wanted to hike the trail too.” I couldn’t really believe it.
All through college I had been asking among my friends and trying to find a
hiking partner, some people said they wanted to but no one was ever truly
committed. But I knew Clay; he’s a Tarleton, if he says he will do something he
will. So that next week I met with professors and Deans and I worked out a plan
to complete my remaining courses in one semester instead of two. I Clepped out
of three courses, gained 6 credit hours through an international course, wrote
my capstone, and kept two jobs that summer… I also hiked some, I was kind of
psyched about the Trail. The next semester I could take it easy on the courses,
I only took 12 hours but I worked 40 and I had to revise my capstone along the
way and with every pay check I bought new hiking gear. When I decide to do something
I can get super obsessive. I was always thinking about the trail, about the
packs and the food drops, etc. By the time I joined my brother at his hippy pad
on Venice Beach L.A. in January 2011 I had already mentally hiked each step of
the trail, I knew tourist locations along the way and what shelters to stay in,
how many days to take an various portions of the trail, and what we needed to
eat to stay healthy. But mentally walking the Trail and actually walking it are
very different. Clay and I trained in L.A. at the Tapanga State Park, and one
day we hiked 22 miles and I thought well if we can do that we can hike 12-15
miles a day on the trail no problem. But it was a problem.
The first day on the trail, I barely
made it 8 miles and I started feeling sick. I think we made it 13 miles that
day, and that night I started puking and couldn’t stop. I got scared, I rarely
get sick like that. I mean I’ve lived in Africa for over a year and I’ve only
lost my lunch once on this continent. Which is an incredible record considering
what I have eaten along the way. Well I got scared, but thankfully the Trail
starts in GA and I have friends familiar with the access roads. I called my
friend Keith, and he came out and picked me up and brought Clay and I back to my
friend Stephanie’s house so that I could feel better. Stephanie was still
living in the basement of a retired missionary to Africa. After a day recouping,
we left out again. Mrs. Rhoda came out to greet us before we left, we told her
what we were doing and she exclaimed, “Well that is just great practice for the
mission field!” She wouldn’t let us go until we held hands and she prayed for
our trip. I felt honored to have her praying over us. She was a missionary in
Rhodesia before it became Zambia and Zimbabwe. I kind of wish that day she was
praying over me for the trip I knew I should have been starting but I was
honored all the same and God was doing things even if I wasn’t doing what he
wanted. So after that I lasted like maybe 4 more days. I knew by the time I got
to Blood Mountain that I wasn’t going to continue. I was miserable trying to
keep up the pace and I also knew deep inside that this wasn’t the plan God had
laid for me. But I had put so much time and money into this already and there
was my pride of finishing what I started. I started trying to psyche myself out
to make it up the next mountain. “What would make me want to climb this
mountain? If there was something or someone waiting for me at the top, that
would make me want to climb it, what would it be?” The answer I discovered was
Africa. If I knew that when I reached the top I’d be in Africa, the place I
knew God wanted me, then I would be able to run up the next mountain. Well, I
thought, “I will at least make it to the first Trail town and then go home”,
but I didn’t even make it that far. I made it to the top of Tray mountain about
55 miles of that 2200 mile trail and then a tornado hit and yanked my little
Hennessey Hammock ties right out of the ground and soaked me. That was an awful
night. Everything was soaked. I couldn’t even find some of my things the next
day. I think they blew away. I made Clay Clay skooch over and let me in his
tent but I still had to ring out gallons of water out of my sleeping bag the
next day before I said goodbye to Clay and walked the opposite way.
I was
pretty embarrassed about the whole thing. I regretted leaving Clay to hike
“alone” but I knew he’d make friends fast and would go a lot father a lot
faster without me there. And I was right, when I left he started speeding right
along and before I knew it he was already in Virginia getting ready to Aqua
Blaze part of the trail. Meanwhile I had visited around GA, MS and SC doing a
little ministry mainly making excuses to see old friends, had made my way back
up to North KY and completed my J-man application. I was on my way to doing
what God wanted me too but I was still feeling pretty ashamed of myself. Clay
Clay was just about to meet someone special. He met Amber that summer rafting
the Shenandoah River. We started hearing about her mainly through Mom whenever
he talked to her on the phone about food drops. Through his description I
immediately liked her. None of Clay’s other girlfriends had made the sort of
“Yeah she so right for him” impression that I was conjuring from his description.
She was tough, courageous, sweet, beautiful and southern to boot. In October
Becca, Mom, Dad, and I all traveled up to meet Clay at Katahdyn the final
mountain in Maine. We came to hike that bit with him and to pick him up but we
were equally excited to see if this girl was all he was saying she was. She
was, we liked her a lot. We even liked her Mom and sister too. A week after
bringing Clay home I flew out to job placements for J-man program. Then there
was Field Personal Orientation in January-March. During that Clay called me to
ask “what is the tallest mountain in Georgia” because he wanted to propose to
Amber on it. Amber said yes. I was excited for them but worried I’d miss the
wedding because I was leaving for my two year term in April. But God was
gracious and one year later I was able to come home and be a part of their big
day.
But a few months
before that, I was on a research vision trip in southern Liberia called Harper
Maryland. In Harper we met with pastors and they told us all about the history
of the former SBC work there. They really miss the SBC presence in Liberia, it
was a huge morale booster for them and SBC also provided theological education
for many Liberian pastors. Since the Liberian civil war there has been much
tension not only among tribes and peoples but also in the church. There has
been church politics just like you see in America and it has left many pastors
feeling alone in their struggle for the Gospel. One pastor stood up in the
meeting and spoke to the other pastors about their need for unity among the
body of Christ. The pastors listened in silent respect to Rev. Appleton. He
spoke directly to their hearts though he looked in no particular direction.
Rev. Appleton lost his sight sometime after the war, no one really knows why he
lost it but they say that it happened rather quickly. After the meeting, Rev.
Appleton slowly made his way onto the platform in the church where we were meeting
and over to a desk which had pages of braille spread out all over. I watched in
awe as he moved his hands over the bumpy paper. In Liberia the literacy rate is
extremely low. Some people quote 75% illiterate, yet here was a blind Liberian
man reading Braille in the furthest county in the country. While I was watching
him, another pastor told me that Rev. Appleton did not have the full Bible in
Braille; he had a few portion of it but not the whole thing. That struck me as
a very sad thing. Here in a country where it is a feat just to learn how to
read with seeing eyes a blind man had somehow learned to read Braille yet still
could not read the book which was obviously so precious to him. I knew that it
would be impossible to find a Braille Bible here in Liberia; the only way was
to get one brought by a team but we did not have any on the schedule. So I made
a mental note to try and get a Braille Bible while I was home for Clay Clay’s
wedding. A couple of weeks before I was scheduled to leave I looked up some
ministries to the Blind in the U.S. One was the Lutheran’s outreach to the
blind. They produced NIV Braille Bibles free of charge, they even ship for free
but only in the U.S. So I contacted and asked if they could ship me one. They
informed me that the Braille Bible was a 40 volume set, weighed 70 Lbs and took
up 5 feet of space on a shelf. I was a little shocked. I was expecting it to be
large but not that large. Never the less, if they could get me one for free,
how could I refuse to take it over? It’s such a precious thing made available
free of charge. They were asking questions about what sort of Braille Rev.
Appleton read and I did not know so I gave Rev. Appleton a call and explained
what I was trying to do for him. He immediately said, “I will take any Braille
Bible, NIV, KJV, etc. Grade 1, Grade 2… I don’t want to make things hard but I
would be so happy for any Braille Bible.” It took me some time to get him to
tell me which he would prefer because he didn’t want to cause trouble, he was
just too humbled at the possibility of getting a full Bible. The day before I
flew home I called Mom to let her know a few boxes might show up on her door
step. And when I walked in the front door to my parent’s North Kentucky home I
was surprised to see the four boxes filled with God’s word already sitting in
the parlor. My Mom was pretty delighted with delivery of a full braille Bible
to our home but rolled her eyes in mockery of the things that show up at our
house. After attending the most beautiful wedding I think I will ever be a part
of (outdoors, arches, Chinese lanterns, and a very beautiful bride… Clay looked
pretty suave too), Rebecca and I packed the 70 lbs. of Bible into our two
checked bags, and I still had space for two boxes of life cereal... it’s the
important things you make space for.
Did I mention
Becca was coming home to Liberia with me? Fhew! This story keeps getting
longer.
Way back while I
was still traipsing through Guinea, Sierra Leone, Mali and Cape Verde and
dreaming of settling in Liberia, we made plans for Becca to come back with me
from the wedding and do some ministry with me in Liberia. We came in to Liberia
and the first week we told Bible stories to some kids in a village and in an orphanage
close to Monrovia. The next week I was really concerned over because that was the
week we planned to take the Braille Bible down to Harper Maryland. I was hoping
we’d be able to take a helicopter ride down there because I had been told the
conditions of the road in rainy season was atrocious and I didn’t really want
to waste Becca’s precious Africa time stuck in the mud for several days. However,
we could not find a helicopter headed down there so after talking with several
Liberians and finding a few good Liberian pastors who agreed to go with us we
began our journey down early Tuesday morning.
Becca and I left out alone from
Monrovia with plans to pick up the two pastors along are route before we hit
the back roads of Liberia. However the front roads of Liberia aren’t exactly a
walk in the park either and an hour and ½ outside of Monrovia I knocked my
battery cord off my battery and shorted out my windshield wipers (a must have
during rainy season). I didn’t know what was wrong at first I heard a pop and
my windshield wipers froze so I pulled over to see what was up and then I
couldn’t get the thing to crank again. I lifted the lid of the vehicle to
pretend like I knew what I was doing and peered inside, and there to my great
relief was my battery cored popped off. Back in college I had issues with my
battery cord corroding on my little Mazda and remember a very trying day being
stuck in a Piggly Wiggly parking lot not know what to do. But today things were
different and I thanked God for that day in the Piggly Wiggly parking lot as I
slipped the clasp back over the metal thingy and drove back to the closest gas
station/ mechanic. I was happy to instruct the mechanic to please tighten down
the clasp thingy on the metal thingy but dismayed to discover the windshield
wipers still not working. After a few
minutes a car electrician was found (I don’t know the difference between a car
mechanic and a car electrician but there is one apparently in Liberia). He took
of the steering column cover and fiddled with things, I asked him to replace
the fuses and he did that, he fiddled with the wires connected to the wiper
motor and then declared it “fixed” (he had gotten it to work on one of the
three speeds and I had to time it just right to get the wipers to set down and
not freeze in front of my face). I thanked the man, paid him and then was
getting ready to pull out when the steering column began to smoke. I called him
back over told him to try again. The fuse had melted in the box and I could see
smoke coming from the wiper motor as well. This time he took the wiper motor
off and banged on it for a while before putting everything back together and
sending me happily on my way. I don’t know what he did, the detour took us
about three hours but the rigged wipers worked the rest of the trip which is
all I really wanted at that point.
We continued on picked up our two Liberian
Pastor travel buddies and made it all the way to Tapeta by 4pm. West Africans
are generally very severe on Women drivers and are always suggesting that maybe
you should let them drive, but I was rather pleased by these pastors reactions.
The more I drove, the more impressed they became by this white ladies driving
skills. “Wow we are really moving!” they kept exclaiming as we passed town
names familiar to them. I was really nervous about the roads ahead and what
kinds of conditions I might find so I just kept my foot down and only stopped
once for a combined lunch / potty break. But the truth is all those white faces
back in Monrovia were wrong, the road was awesome. Rebecca may not believe that
but my definition of awesome roads is any day I don’t have to turn on the 4x4.
The next morning was the same drill, we were on the road by 5:30, I didn’t let
anyone pee and we made it to Harper by 4pm. There was only one short section of
the road that I could feel my tires drifting a bit.
The entire trip
occasionally the pastors would ask why it was again we were headed down to
Harper. This amused me a lot, no American would sign on for a trip like this
without fully understanding the reason why and all the “how’s” to the logistics
of it but not West Africans. One friend calls another and asks him to assist two
strange white girls on a journey down to the furthest county and they don’t
even ask why. I tried to explain what a braille bible was and they shook their
heads like they understood but I could see they really weren’t getting it. They
were just content to be with us and to be with each other, the two pastors were
old friends and had not seen each other in several years. One of the pastors
had not been down to Maryland since 1979 and was very interested to see the
place again. When we got to Harper and greeted the pastors there they again
asked about what type of Bibles (plural) we were bringing. And I tried again to
explain it was just one Bible and it was Braille for a blind person. “right,
right” shaking his head. “It’s really big, you see, because they have to write all
the words with little bumps,” I tried to explain. “Yes, yes really big,” he
says smiling and shaking his head. Then one of the local pastors says something
about Rev. Appleton being blind and being excited about the Bible and suddenly
the pastor explodes, “OH! It’s a Braille Bible! For a blind person!” Two day
into the journey and now he knows why we are here. Though Liberians speak
English and I speak English sometimes I feel there is less communication
happening then when I was using my one weeks’ worth of French lessons in
Guinea.
The next morning the big unveil happened over at the local Baptist Church where Rev. Appleton has been teaching Bible to the students in the church’s new elementary school. We open up the two trunks filled with the 40 volumes that contain the complete Braille Bible and I present Rev. Appleton with the first volume of Genesis (it comes in two volumes). I explain to him that he now has the full Braille Bible Genesis to Revelation. He is excited to be holding a portion of the Old Testament since he has only had portions of the New Testament up until today. But his excitement barely matches the other pastors present when they see the Bible for the first time. Everyone grabs a volume and begins to exclaim about how big it is. “Wow! Look, this is just 1 Samuel alone!” “Whoa this is the other half of Genesis, do you see it’s so big they had to put it on two books!” Each person runs their fingers over the bumps in awe of this technological feat that allows the blind to read. When everyone settles down the two pastors who traveled with Becca and I, come to shake my hand. Their faces are beaming as they thank us for allowing them to be a part of presenting this Bible and for meeting this need for Rev. Appleton. We all sit back down and as Rev. Appleton feels the name of Genesis impressed on the cover of the volume he says, “This week I am teaching about Abraham but I did not have a copy of Genesis, so whenever I was studying I had to walk out into the street and ask people to read Genesis for me. Now I can read it for myself.”
The tone of the trip changed after the presentation. Before there had been confusion but now there was joy. We spent the rest of the day visiting and touring around the town of Harper. The two pastors were eager and overjoyed to see the sights of Harper, the old port and the deteriorating monument built in the 60’s. They thanked me often for allowing them to see this part of the country and to see history with their own eyes. I was more thankful to have them along, to see pastors connecting with other pastors and sharing their struggles and their dreams and to see their joy in recognizing that they are not alone. Liberia is a little larger than the state of Ohio. It’s really not that big yet the roads and the poverty keep many pastors cut off from each other. There are so many things they could help each other with and teach each other if they could only reach it each other.
We stayed in Harper only one day and I drove out confidently early that Friday morning thinking now I know the roads I have nothing to fear. We had driven maybe an 1 ½ hours when I noticed my back tires felt odd. I had checked them before I left that morning and everything looked okay but I pulled over to check again. Nothing looked low. So I continued on for a while and one of the pastors asked me to pull over and we both checked the tires again. We got back in and began again, we drove just a short ways and as we were topping a hill I had the thought, “You know it doesn’t really feel like it’s dragging it kind of feels like my back driver tire is wobbling.” Just at that moment my back driver tire came running along beside my window. I think it smirked at me before it went dashing out into the bush. I guess I hit one to many potholes and it gave up the fight. I skid on the drum until I stopped at the bottom of the hill. The pastor in the back seat, thinking we had a flat yelled at me, “Vickie, pull off the road!” I yelled back “I can’t my tire just rolled into the bush!” The two pastors suddenly morphed into road crew; one running off into the bush to retrieve the escapee, the other jacking up the back off the Cruiser. It took maybe 20 minutes and their Liberian ingenuity, as they borrowed a few lug nuts from each of the three faithful tires to re-enslave the fourth tire and we were back on the road. I made use of our satellite phone for the first time to tell Rita what was up and where we were. We limped on for an hour, my confidence in my vehicle shot, until we reached the next town in which we visited the local mechanic. I could hear an abnormal squeak. They took off the tire and opened up the drum, stuck a few things back in place that I had knocked out in the skid and sent us on our way, again it only took like 30 minutes. In most ways Africa is never convenient but in rigging up a vehicle so you can continue a trip, I am on the right continent. The rest of the trip with broad smiles the pastor repeated, “I can’t my tire just rolled into the bush!” I think that made his week. He laughed and laughed and I laughed too, what else can you do?
The next morning the big unveil happened over at the local Baptist Church where Rev. Appleton has been teaching Bible to the students in the church’s new elementary school. We open up the two trunks filled with the 40 volumes that contain the complete Braille Bible and I present Rev. Appleton with the first volume of Genesis (it comes in two volumes). I explain to him that he now has the full Braille Bible Genesis to Revelation. He is excited to be holding a portion of the Old Testament since he has only had portions of the New Testament up until today. But his excitement barely matches the other pastors present when they see the Bible for the first time. Everyone grabs a volume and begins to exclaim about how big it is. “Wow! Look, this is just 1 Samuel alone!” “Whoa this is the other half of Genesis, do you see it’s so big they had to put it on two books!” Each person runs their fingers over the bumps in awe of this technological feat that allows the blind to read. When everyone settles down the two pastors who traveled with Becca and I, come to shake my hand. Their faces are beaming as they thank us for allowing them to be a part of presenting this Bible and for meeting this need for Rev. Appleton. We all sit back down and as Rev. Appleton feels the name of Genesis impressed on the cover of the volume he says, “This week I am teaching about Abraham but I did not have a copy of Genesis, so whenever I was studying I had to walk out into the street and ask people to read Genesis for me. Now I can read it for myself.”
The tone of the trip changed after the presentation. Before there had been confusion but now there was joy. We spent the rest of the day visiting and touring around the town of Harper. The two pastors were eager and overjoyed to see the sights of Harper, the old port and the deteriorating monument built in the 60’s. They thanked me often for allowing them to see this part of the country and to see history with their own eyes. I was more thankful to have them along, to see pastors connecting with other pastors and sharing their struggles and their dreams and to see their joy in recognizing that they are not alone. Liberia is a little larger than the state of Ohio. It’s really not that big yet the roads and the poverty keep many pastors cut off from each other. There are so many things they could help each other with and teach each other if they could only reach it each other.
We stayed in Harper only one day and I drove out confidently early that Friday morning thinking now I know the roads I have nothing to fear. We had driven maybe an 1 ½ hours when I noticed my back tires felt odd. I had checked them before I left that morning and everything looked okay but I pulled over to check again. Nothing looked low. So I continued on for a while and one of the pastors asked me to pull over and we both checked the tires again. We got back in and began again, we drove just a short ways and as we were topping a hill I had the thought, “You know it doesn’t really feel like it’s dragging it kind of feels like my back driver tire is wobbling.” Just at that moment my back driver tire came running along beside my window. I think it smirked at me before it went dashing out into the bush. I guess I hit one to many potholes and it gave up the fight. I skid on the drum until I stopped at the bottom of the hill. The pastor in the back seat, thinking we had a flat yelled at me, “Vickie, pull off the road!” I yelled back “I can’t my tire just rolled into the bush!” The two pastors suddenly morphed into road crew; one running off into the bush to retrieve the escapee, the other jacking up the back off the Cruiser. It took maybe 20 minutes and their Liberian ingenuity, as they borrowed a few lug nuts from each of the three faithful tires to re-enslave the fourth tire and we were back on the road. I made use of our satellite phone for the first time to tell Rita what was up and where we were. We limped on for an hour, my confidence in my vehicle shot, until we reached the next town in which we visited the local mechanic. I could hear an abnormal squeak. They took off the tire and opened up the drum, stuck a few things back in place that I had knocked out in the skid and sent us on our way, again it only took like 30 minutes. In most ways Africa is never convenient but in rigging up a vehicle so you can continue a trip, I am on the right continent. The rest of the trip with broad smiles the pastor repeated, “I can’t my tire just rolled into the bush!” I think that made his week. He laughed and laughed and I laughed too, what else can you do?
Things work out
weird sometimes. Clay Clay wouldn’t have hiked the trail unless I had been
traipsing along doing my own thing (not what God asked me to do) and so he
wouldn’t have met Amber and gotten married this past May. I wouldn’t have ended
up taking the position in Mali which dissolved and left me in Guinea, Liberia,
Sierra Leone, Cape Verde everywhere but Timbuktu (get it, Timbuktu is in Mali)
if I had gone straight out of college into the J-man program. If I had started
the j-man program sooner Becca would have been too young to visit me in Liberia
and I wouldn’t have had a partner to take with me down to Harper. If Clay
hadn’t been getting married while I was on my term I wouldn’t have come home
and brought that Braille Bible back with me. So there you have it the story of
the Braille Bible and how it made it to Harper Maryland in Liberia. But those
are just the details, I know what really happened. God loved Rev. Appleton and
He saw his faithfulness. He didn’t need me to be in Liberia, I think he would
have found another way to bless His servant if this servant had been absent but
like the pastors exuberant just to come along for the ride, I am extremely
happy He let me ride along.
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